Music Me and You...

Today after a while I listened to Cat Stevens songs... For a while felt like a trip to bliss...Its like meeting a dear loved friend after a while and then all the past stories and mischiefs just take you back to that world...

Short Lived though both are...

Yes Sirrrrr....

I am currently staying as a PG in dehradun. The aunty out there is nice but then she is a bit weird too... Every morning she tries to wake up everyone at 6.30 god nows only why... She has 2 kids. One has a pet name as Bitu lol... SO every morning she keeps yelling Bituuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... and i in my bed go Oh my fucking Goooooooooddddddddddddddd...
She also gives me so called bed tea... But the tea come when she gets up and I am trying to still catch my beauty sleep... I guess she doesnt quite get the idea of bed tea..

Anywaz I have been looking to find a better place to stay. Yesterday i found one at an Army Colonel house. The place was meant to be for families only but i managed to use my charm :P.... But I really like the house... Its seems perfect for now.

So the Colonel interviewed me for 30 mins(like I was gonna be his future son in law).Trust me i was nervous...But we had a good chat he is a very interesting person.

I offered him a token amount to confirm the apartment. This is what he said

'Baby I am a decorated soldier who has given his life for you fucking civilians. I am giving you my word it matters more than the token amount you are giving me. This is an army officers word I wont go back. You stupid civilians may back off' lol..

I put my head down and the money back in my pocket...

Gone are the days when the mans words mattered more than a few thousand rupees...

Life is like a paper boat. You build it, set it to sail, it drifts with the tide high and low. It finally sinks.Its time to build another one...

A million pieces....

A lie to friend with a smile on your face and not a blink in the eye breaks a heart that is already broken into a million pieces...

Anahata

I came across this word in Leh... Rohan mentioned it to me...
Anahata is a sanskrit word.Along with all its other meanings it means a state when your heart and your mind are at the same level.

I am in that phase of life where I believe i am following my heart.Wise men say that it is something that gives you most satisfaction.But doing so is just not easy...

On one single day just everything will go wrong...

Your parents wont support you idea. You leaving behind your work your life that has been yours for so long. Your friends are too busy to be there for you...

But then they say... Before anything good that you gonna cherish for a lifetime you have to hit rock bottom....

All that I miss...

I am just back from Leh and this has been a trip that i wont forget for years...

I miss so many things...

I miss the sound of flowing water in the indus river... I miss the night sky and the twinkling stars... I miss the kids that i grew so found of... I miss the small girl kids calling me Bhaiya...
I miss the good morning smile :)... I miss the evening at the river side... I miss the smoke and the cream... I miss wondering... I miss going hungry for an entire day... I miss the shade under the solar panel... I miss the crumbling mountain...I miss the shooting stars... I miss talking to strangers who became friends...I miss doing nothing...

I miss Leh...

What to do????

So once you cross 25 you kinda screwed to make decisions...
Do you need to settle down???
Should you continue with your job that got you where you are????
Should you move on in life and do what you really want to do???

I dont know... Just in that situation... But i think I have made up my mind...